I said yes when he proposed

In 2010. Even though my intuition was screaming ‘No’. I dismissed it – to avoid creating an awkward moment.

 

Storytime ✍️

 

I was in self-sabotage. 2 weeks later, after the engagement, I gave up that relationship. 

Soon after that,

quit my job,

I dropped out of college, 

and I decided I wanted to go to Greece. 

 

I told one of my colleagues what I wanted to do. She asked me – Aren’t you afraid to go alone? I said no. And many others tried to stop me as they thought it was dangerous. 

Did I listen?…

One week after that, I was discussing a contract there as a bartender.

 

and flew to Greece for 5 months.

Manifestation at its best, huh?

It felt good to be myself again.

Working in bars for quite some time helped me develop raw human psychology in real-time – as I was connecting with people worldwide. I had many different jobs before, testing a lot, observing even more the psychology and energy behind it. 

Due to my professional journey, I’ve had the privilege to meet influential people, rich and less rich, people with real human values or none…

 

Being in Greece was one of the best moments of my life – I had fun, made good money, and met amazing new people worldwide. I am still connected with some of them now.

 

I was ME. Free, creative, present.

 

That place had a special magic about it – tourists who had seen the world kept returning to it for decades.

It was truly magical!

Well, it wasn’t all smooth when I got there – as the contract terms weren’t respected. But I fixed it, despite everyone telling me I would get back home if I said no to the most well-known bar there. Of course, all ended up well for me, and fast.

When I want something, nothing can stop me – regardless of how “impossible” it may seem.

And this is the power of my intuition leading the way –  when I listen to it.

This story, and more, is detailed in The Journal of Human Emotions ebook.

 

Got back. Because my old self and old patterns were still running the show… Something I wasn’t fully aware of at that time… 

I kept making bad decisions. Especially regarding relationships. In 2011, I entered a new relationship – with the father of my son.

 

September 2013 – I had my precious gift from God/Universe, as I like to call him – my son.

 

Fast forward, I found myself again in full self-sabotage mode – compromising and sacrificing everything I was “to keep my family united” – thought so.

 

Being in this self-sabotage mode for years, completely dismissing my true self… led to less pleasant experiences on many levels.

 

Self-sabotage looked like 

saying yes when I wanted to say no, 

staying when I wanted to leave, 

silencing my voice to avoid making others uncomfortable…

 

It was subtle, but there.

Self-sabotage is subtle – Self-control is felt beyond words.

In 2023, I reached my ‘enough is enough’ moment – this was when I fully reconnected with who I was again, set clear boundaries, and gained full self-control. You can discover this journey to transformation in my Blueprint guide.

 

Why am I sharing this?

To show you that I wasn’t always the woman you now admire, owning herself fully.

I got to master myself because of the continuous self-work I did, especially when in low moments. 

Because ‘She’, the best version of myself, was always inside, asking to come out and stay.

 

I am Her now. And here to stay.

Not because I read only, but because I lived it and acted on it. I walked through fire With an unstoppable desire to be… Her. 

Not for moments only, but forever.

 

And you can become Her too – fully. 

 

Are you ready to stop hiding Her?

Are you done pretending you are fine when you clearly know you’re not?

 

If you’re ready to stop performing and start being Her

You know what you have to do.

 

I have created different spaces that will help you start your journey.

 

Human Upgrade 2.0 – deeper work with full support from me.  $500/week or $1.900/month

The self-control Blueprint guide – $250

Manifestation guide (open waitlist) – $49

4 email sessions – $260

 

You will know if this is for you. And when you do… Act on it!

 

Below is a photo from my wild birthday party in Greece – September 2010

 

make your choice